My Confession

 26 M,  LongPost Alert---  From childhood i had su***al thoughts, I lived in a small town.. in a little cute house,  i saw my father always fighting with my mom all days and he doesn't showed any care towards us, Because of his swearings from childhood i got stammered speech and he made my mom work in daily market stuffs, Not much nutritious food to eat, i looked like stick those times, my classmates used to call me as BONE, and my mom and dad pressured me to study and tend get to swearings and beatings for nothing, Half the time i wont stay in my place at all, i had few friend's in school, i ll be going to their places, since my house looks like dustbin and he doesnt even cared abt it, he made us sleep there and do stuffs there and no restroom facility too, i ll be running to public restroom before going to school, it ll be too much rush at that time with no proper gate. Ill be like trying talking to my dad to change things and his behaviour, now my brother will com...